Early on, I wrote a letter to myself – and when I say “I”, I think I’m referring to my most-inner soul, God, or One-ness because I have no idea how I could have generated these thoughts on my own. I wrote it and left it for a long time and found it a few months ago. I was shocked to see what I had written – about myself, about my future – and couldn’t believe how that level of calm insight and vision could have been written by me.
I feel now that I am in control of my own life.
I am not seeking to control by force the circumstances of my life, but I am an active participant in its creation. Continue reading “Life is Beautiful – A Movie by Taylor”
I’ve been improving my user experience of life manifested.
And I’m trying to explain this un-languaged experience in words that other humans can understand.
Day 19 is our first road trip.
I’m/We’re learning how all this works.
We drive to Highway 9 and north to Little Mountain Park. We don’t know where we’re going and I can’t focus on maps, we wander. We stop at the scenic overlooks, but there’s an old abandoned car I’m trying to find. I remember it from my first trip here and we scramble up and down a couple trails until finally it appears around a corner. (It’s on the Bonny & Clyde trail, southeast of the juncture with Fred’s trail, for future reference.) Continue reading “Observations of Consciousness, 2/18”
Last weekend I attended an antiques fair. Continue reading “Antiques I Have Recently Seen”
My photos are like a record of the way in which my brain is functioning. The camera is the tool being acted upon, in ways determined by current processing mode and speed of my brain. I let my brain/heart/spirit -> Self act upon the camera, without much directed choice. I just try to see a moment of perfect lighting/color/texture and capture. Continue reading “Understanding Consciousness through Photographic Production”
All of this began after a car crash.
And yet, it was always present. There was no beginning, it was always developing.
But the car crash was the physical jolt I needed to coalesce all my experiences into my current understanding.